Truth Withdrawal And Shining After

There is no reason to be in this place

but Reality.

I have often wondered what will kill me first,

my fate or my sanity.

For there are no two roads with one better,

just choices

and apologies

and a lost love back home.

my wanderings seemed aimless, 

I could find the truth

at no temple

and at no dome.

So Here now,
barefoot on the moist clay

watching the autumn leaves fall again,

it reminds me of a cycle of letting go and starting anew

And i smile,

For I found the truth,

when i stopped looking for it  .